undead's lament

i'm feeling mentally tired.

i can't live without an obsession.

it's not like i don't have any right now but,

there's simply almost no time left for those obsessions everyday.

if there's even any time left, be it only for a little while,

in that state, i am too exhausted to even think, let alone do.

all those passions, dissolve in this tiredness.

like smoke vanishes into thin air.

this sad routine has made my soul numb.

it's eating me from the inside.

but i am left with no choice at this moment.

and i don't even know why.

there's no chains but i ain't free.

there's no maze but,

i'm lost in the rain. ☂


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[1.42 AM] get me out of here.